Thank you for your kind thoughts

Thank you for being with me through this difficult time. Your support and kind thoughts, here and in Google+, are such a great help to me.

I am on a bit of an emotional roller coaster at the moment, being very upset one moment, then okay, then very angry at the vets that didn't help Guido when I knew something was wrong. I went back to work today and my colleagues were very supportive. I got through the day, but it was very hard coming home with Guido not waiting on the doorstep for me.

I am trying to keep busy and I am going to write down all my happy memories that I had with Guido. All the clever things that he did. And put all his photos together. The hard drive on my old computer has lots of photos on, so I am going to see if a technician can rescue them for me.

Oscar has decided that he needs to nurse me. He is spending a lot of time with me sitting at my feet purring and looking up at me to be stroked. Hopping on my bed and lying next to me and sleeping with me at night. I went for a little walk with Oscar and Ginger this evening but for some reason Oscar started bullying Ginger and wouldn't let him near me. I think they are a bit mixed up without Guido.

Big hugs...will see you soon xxx