I am on a bit of an emotional roller coaster at the moment, being very upset one moment, then okay, then very angry at the vets that didn't help Guido when I knew something was wrong. I went back to work today and my colleagues were very supportive. I got through the day, but it was very hard coming home with Guido not waiting on the doorstep for me.
I am trying to keep busy and I am going to write down all my happy memories that I had with Guido. All the clever things that he did. And put all his photos together. The hard drive on my old computer has lots of photos on, so I am going to see if a technician can rescue them for me.
Oscar has decided that he needs to nurse me. He is spending a lot of time with me sitting at my feet purring and looking up at me to be stroked. Hopping on my bed and lying next to me and sleeping with me at night. I went for a little walk with Oscar and Ginger this evening but for some reason Oscar started bullying Ginger and wouldn't let him near me. I think they are a bit mixed up without Guido.
Big hugs...will see you soon xxx
Dear Rose,
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry!! My cat "Kathi" died January 2012. She had many cancers in her intestine. It was a terrible time.
Many huges!
Petra
Dear Petra,
DeleteThank you. I am sorry too that you also experienced this with Kathi. Our cats are so special to us.
Hugs
Rose
It's so sweet how Oscar is nannying you, beautiful creatures. xx
ReplyDeleteOscar is a darling. He just hopped onto the toilet lid for the first time while I was washing my hands, just like Guido always did and begged to be cuddled. He is now curled up at my feet while I am typing this. I don't know how he knows.
DeleteSo sorry to hear about Guido passing away. It surely isn't easy losing such a wonderful animal that gave unconditional love to you. Cranky
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